losers

girls are bitches. smtimes i wish i was a guy.

i hate those girls and those guys.

they destroy ppl tat they assume are weaklings. i guess im partly a weakling too cosh im smwadd affected.

just go and try doing the same to ppl tat you think are far more superior than urself and see how you fair against them.

bullying ppl than are weaker than you just makes you another loser.

you're just injecting nothingness fears into ppl yet i still dream of looking at you crumble when no one shows fear animore.

i'll wait for the day when the tables are turned against you. and when you plead and cry....

we cn just laugh.

Stay.Out.Of.My.Life

To the dearest himbos and bimbos,



I hope tat you losers cn do a thorough check on my previous post and please analyse your facts properly. This is truly a situation whereby callin you people pathetic is not of satisfactory to me. I do however salute you people for realli achieving your mission as of to make me fall onto the path of reverting to my terrible self. The award for the best hypocrite goes to you people who fall into the category of wadd i label as atrocious. So let's give them the standing ovation they deserved.


I hope you are proud to be able to snatch my happiness at the expense of my frens and families.

blog controversy

yeaps, seriously.... wadd i said came true..didnt expect myself to get involve in one
so this is the story...

she blogged abt another gal whom i presumed is me, stating tat i had lied to evryone abt evryone-noes-him.. sianz.... honestly....why the heck or all ppl wud i wanna lie abt evryone-noes-him?! i goddamn swear every fren in my sch noes i goddamn hate him to the core larhz....maybe she thinks tat she noes him well..i dunt blame her..but i tink i noe him better for the fact tat we are in the same dumb sch for the past two yrs... abt wadd i said, i tink she interpreted wadd i said wrongly..i said, "i heard frm someone tat...." she rephrased my sentence and cud have possibly told him cause he called me a slandering gal. Gosh, he juz spoilt my rep in sch for tat...curses to him... she cud have told him that, "farah told me tat you...." which in perfect english means tat it's coming frm a first person and tat person happens to be me... PLS>>> i only said wadd i heard

i heard it frm some already graduated ex-schoolmates malay guys talking in the bus. It was smwhere in november when it was the exam period for them and they got released early.. i asked for an early dismissal cosh i was sick..then they sat smwhere behind me and was talking so loud i cud hear them clearly... they said, "ekhz, kau ade dengar tak yng si syawal tu dah pernah buat bende tu ngan pompuan die? rabak siak!"

the reason why i told u guys abt tat doesnt mean tat i want to defame him since i hate him soo0 much..its juz tat it juz happened to cross my mind tat tym.. even if i told you guys, it wudnt really matter becosh there are no other ppl in the grp tat is in the same sch as me.. so it wudnt spoilt his rep there.. gahhh..!!!!!! wadd a stressful misunderstanding yo!

It's MY BIRTHDAY!!!! smile

Hahahahaha! Hohohohoohohoh! Heehehehehheheheh! It's my happy happy birthdae to me..to me! happy happy bdae to me.. to me! woots!
Kaey, so, i reached school at the earliest time ever. 7.05am... seriously. Dad wanted to send me to sch suddenly so, why declined... niwaez, figured it was bad idea cosh i was alone..Again!
so dum dum dum dee dee dee...
The first tinks tat ppl sae to me wasnt bdae wishes but, hahahaha! asking me if i was feeling ouhkaey already. If you're wondering why, it's not becosh i was being extra retarded or anytink but it's juz tat i was absent frm school for three daez as i was not feeling well. I had slight fever, flu, coughs, gastric pains and i was vomitting.. got...i FEEL HORRIBLE....
so, i went around tellin ppl tat its my bdae and they all didnt believe me at first.. hahahaha! then eventually they started wishing me bdae wishes and wanted to shake hand with me..hehehehhe! And in fact, i got blamed because they were not able to get bck their test papers bcoz i havent took mine yet...the whole class went, "OOIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!" at me...hahahahah!!!! Ouh, and YiNing confessed her love for Kok Hong, technically....
todae was so much fun....
oand shafie, you owe me a present... SMILES!

2nd gals dae out

Loads fun last Sundae! Hanged out with Inas, Sophie and Kak Nadia. Yesh, another gals dae out. Planning to have it every Sunday until Nadia leave for Egypt. No0!! Im gonna miish you lots.. Anywaez, Kak Nadia wasnt feelin very well.. Kesianz aku tengok die... Suffer lyk tat.. But she was making dozen excuses to enjoy it. To her tat day, sick ppl are the fad.. hahhaz.. Went to Bugis first, then to Parkway Parade. It ended earlier than I tot.. Cosh Kak Nad was sick. Head to Tampines after we chilled out at Parkway's Starbucks. With all the prank kols and stuff. And YES SYAWAL, I HATE YOU TOO. to Ellyas, hahahaz, im Farah, spelt with a H at the bck, n not Sara. Went to Sunplaza Park with Inas and Sophie. Took loads of picts lah though i dunt hav any since i didnt bring my cam along and Inas cudnt send it cosh her pc spoilt.. Sad... Ouh and fyi, Sophie is the 'oldest' there. So old tat i think i was the childiest tat day.. hahaha.. my retardedness engulffs me.

We danced inside this tragedy

Yes, despair in how I commerate. Friday was the saddest dae of my teenage life. My dearest granny left us. 4:44am. I tink so tat was the time. Mom woke me up dead early in the morning. She asked me to check my granny's pulse. I prayed to Allah swt that it wasnt the day yet. I checked her wrist, nth. Then I wanted to check the part in btwn her thumb and her pointing finger, stiff, no pulse. I held back my tears. Kept telling myself then maybe I was still dreamin. Mom told me to call dad. He checked the pulse again and confirmed.

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But im happy that she doesnt have to suffer in silence anymore. Yes, I cried. But im ouhkaey now. Im laughing and smiling lyk usual. And Husna, hahaz, your msg cracked my crushed heart inside and it made me smile to myself. Thnks, my fellow mentally challenged fwenz.

I was early. wow.

Everybdy wunt believe me if I said tis but I reached school 20mins earlier. My first in two years. Hahaz.. Maybe it was kinda lyk a bad idea to me cosh i was effin lonely. Ouh and monkey sat behind me before giving me that unsincere hello. Just dunt spread your contagious disease to me plz.. im already as retarded as i am. Anyway, Adam's way of teaching me has improved by 3%. Muahaha! And Milton called him cute and yer noe wadd he replied? "Ouh i noe, evrybdy says tat. Its very common to me." Err... .... im speechless. And then, I cnt believe myself for having such a gay talk with Calvin. He was lyk whispering to Adam in a super obvious way, " Dunt tell her abt wadd happened last nite." and he gave Adam tat dirty glance. And i reacted to it by asking, " Which hotel was it?" Gosh i cnt believe it... Kaey2, i'll make it simple.

Calvin: I have been gay since, i dunt noe, last year?
Me: Realli?! ouh wow, who wud have guess *sarcastically*
Calvin: Adam, dont tell her bout last nite.
Adam: Ouh Ouh ouhkaey.
Me: Which hotel was it?
Calvin: Hotel 81
Me: Gosh, tats so cheap.
Calvin: Yeah but it has the perfect facilities.
I was too speechless to add more into the conversation...

Niwaez, the rest of the daez were boring.. After sch, went to see physics teacher to ask him to teach me more of the resultant force tingy cosh i was absent for lessons for two daez..
it was actualli quite simple.. i juz made it harder by assuming unnecessary stuffs... haizx....